I am not trying to talk about anyone specific, but there are these types of people out there that only represent one thing and it’s really sad. Like I’m sure there are a lot of comedians that only do comedy and don’t do anything else and that’s a shame. Comedy is a way of life, definitely, but it’s not something I want to base my entire life around. I need balance. I need to focus on things that have nothing to do with comedy sometimes. For example, I sometimes work on developing my intuition or my versatility. I work on developing myself, growing. I like to write serious things as well. I like working hard to understand myself to the point that I know exactly what I’m capable of and what I can accomplish and I push myself constantly to achieve what I want to achieve.
I like to relax, and sometimes when I’m with hyperactive people, I sometimes need a break. It’s like they’re saying, “Let’s do this, let’s do that, let’s go here, let’s go there.” And I’m like, “Can we take a break between all of this?” I feel like some people are all about occupying their mind constantly, which is terrible for becoming more than you are. I spent an entire week this week watching movies with my friend who stayed here for a week or so. He was so into always doing something, but the something that we were doing wasn’t really worth it. It was very demotivating because I had made a lot of progress by not watching TV, but because he had to be constantly entertained, it wasn’t really meaningful entertainment. It was not a bad experience, but it could have been more meaningful in the sense that if he was on the same vibrational path as me, but I have a feeling that he’s not going to ever make it up here. And I can’t do naything to help him because he’s so into his lifestyle now and it’s so stable that he probably is afraid to disconnect.
God I hate people who just don’t get it. They have no idea why they are on this planet or why they do what they do. I don’t like people who drown out their sorrows in alcohol, drugs, and TV. I don’t like it when people just don’t care about what’s going on in their lives. I just don’t think one-dimensional people really know what’s going on.
People have to develop different parts of their lives to become whole. You can’t spend your entire life just working on one thing all the time. You can’t wake up every day and do the same thing. I don’t think that’s an effective way to live and maybe if we learn to work on different parts of our life, then we can finally become ourselves.
I guess I should close with a joke: Last night I had a dream that I was thinking of a joke. “I sometimes wander around aimlessly for hours. One time I ended up in Utah. I didn’t know where I was, so I called 911. They said, ‘Where are you?’ I said, ‘That’s what I’m trying to find out.’ Well, it was funnier in my dream.”